| So, on my myspace, I try to stay positive. Cause one of my friends will totally bitch at me if I dont. But i need help. My school mentor just up and decided she didn't want to talk to me anymore. She was like yeah, we can't meet anymore so if you want to talk to someone you'll have to talk to your academic counselor, or you'd have to go to a minister somewhere. Well damnit if i wanted to go to a minister....I'd just talk to one of the people at my church. And my academic counselor is just that....my ACADEMIC counselor. He don't give a shit about me. Anyways, so yeah, I'm stuck again. And I don't know what to do. |
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| so....it's been over a year since i been on here. and just incase any of the people i talked to were wondering...i'm still alive, but i'm in awful condition. i don't even know it anyone will read this. but anyways. i'm getting really bad. i get more and more suicidal everyday. but i can't tell anybody |
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| it's hard to believe this is a new year....nothing feels new about it. |
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| i guess i set myself up for a big upset whenever my concerts roll around.....i tell people about them so they can come.........and they never do. they make all these promises and buy tickets and everything.......but then when i scan the audience or when the lights come on and we have our "meet and greet" they are never there. i guess i should be used to it by now....but this time....for this concert....i actually thought they would come....i actually thought that they would remember me.....i thought they would be there |
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